Jason and Melissa Emails

Access Hollywood has uncovered personal e-mails between Jason Mesnick and Melissa Rycroft, - Mesnick's fiancee who he dumped on national TV.
 

In the first of several e-mails, Melissa expressed her frustration to Jason following the taping of the "After the Rose" special. While Jason's change of heart might have been a shock to viewers, it appears Melissa may have seen it coming. She wrote,

"Last night didn't go NEAR how I thought... I still can't believe how you can't give reasons other than 'It changed.'... You know as well as I do that you didn't give 100% to me or the relationship. And I don't understand how you can walk away form something without giving it your all," she wrote in the e-mail dated January 19, 2009. "But I am walking away knowing I did."

"And getting confirmation about Molly in front of people like that was a complete classless move if you ask me - how could you do that to me after I repeatedly asked you about it? I'm not stupid, I knew about Molly... and you lied to me about it," she wrote. "I can't even tell you how much respect I lost for you... but it makes this whole process from here on out much easier for me."

In a later e-mail, dated January 21, 2009, Jason answered Melissa saying he had suffered karmic retribution for calling off the engagement.

"You don't deserve any of it at all. I wish there were more that I could say. I want to take all of your pain away and put it on me," he replied. "If you are talking about Karma, I slipped and fell and had a huge gash in my leg 3 inches wide and to the bone. I deserve so much worse for what I am doing to you."

In the final e-mail, dated January 21, Melissa wrote,

"I do think it's a little ironic that you kept telling me, 'Morally, how could I ever get back with DeAnna after what she did to me?' And I agree... just seems like a very similar situation with your new lady... Just a little irony I guess," Melissa wrote. "Seeing the person that you became, you are right: a relationship between you and I would never work out... I'm not mad... I'm not hurt - seeing how things were handled helped me get over things quickly.

"I do wish you both the best though. Take care,"