Heidi Montag Talks

 In an interview with Us mag, The Hills star opened up about her decision to go under the knife and the "painful" body-image problems that spurred her to make the changes.

"I've always been very insecure about my body," Montag says. "My whole life, I looked at my chest and was like, okay, they're going to grow. This is my year! And it never happened. I was less than an A-cup. I wore pushup bras, which cut into my skin. If I was with a guy and there was a girl next to me with big boobs, I would be like, Oh, my god, he's looking at her! On the beach, if I was standing next to a girl with big boobs, I'd be like, I hate her! I hated my nose too. I have my dad's nose, which is huge. It took up so much of my face, when I looked down, I could see my nose. I couldn't get away from it! People would say, 'You have such a big nose!' And they'd make fun of me for being so flat, and say mean boy things like, 'If you nailed two nails in a board, they would be bigger than you are.' I was tormented. And when I was older, I'd want to be intimate, but I'd feel insecure. My boyfriends always had bigger chests than I did!"

Of the day of the surgery, April 2, Montag says, "I woke up, and it was like Christmas: I was a nervous wreck, but I was just so excited at the same time. Spencer said, 'I'm so proud of you.' It was like he was wishing me well off to school."
 

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